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Each step is pitted and worn, all but ready to crumble into dust on contact. Even so, they somehow continue to support my weight as I descend. A bit of stone breaks off the next stair I step on -- another chip in the edge, another fraction of an inch closer to oblivion. The rock fragment goes clattering down the stairs ahead of me, into the darkness. I can't see the bottom. I haven't come that far yet. If I turn around, I should still be able to see the light at the top of the stairwell. But I'm afraid to look back. I keep going. Down, down and farther down I go. It should be too dark to see anything by now, but it isn't. The stairs ahead are cloaked in impenetrable shadow and the entrance is far behind me now, but still I have enough light to see for a few feet around. Do these stairs ever end? Another pebble breaks off under my foot and goes pattering down ahead of me, bouncing irregularly. If I tripped and fell, would there ever be an end to my fall? Or would there just be endless stairs, each one breaking my body a little more, even as my passing wore down the ragged edges of the stone a little further? Would I reach that darkness, or fall forever through this twilight? I stop. I can't walk any more. There is no end to these stairs, at least none that I can get to. Slumping down on the last step I reached, I close my eyes and try to catch my breath. How much time passes before I open my eyes again? How much time has passed since I left the light behind at the top of the stairs? It's dark when I open my eyes. The shadows are wrapped around me like warm blankets, and I can no longer feel the steps beneath me. Of course. I should have known better. You don't get to the end -- the end comes to you. |
~Owari~
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